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Wednesday, June 18, 2014

8 Months Old

My baby is 8 months old ! We had a spina bifida clinic appointment yesterday where Mason met with his development specialist, a dietician, and an occupational therapist. He also had a renal ultrasound where they ultrasound his kidneys and bladder to make sure he is healthy. Well the appointments went well! The ultrasound showed his kidneys and bladder are healthy. The occupational therapist and the development specialist are both happy with Mason's development so far. The dietician, however, informed us that Mason didn't gain any weight since we last visited SB clinic (back in April). In fact they said that he even lost a couple ounces. I was in shock. How is that even possible? I feed this kid all the time?! I felt terrible about it. I had to go over his eating schedule with the dietician, every detail, which made me so nervous. I was so afraid I had done something wrong and that I was a bad mom! Even now after her telling me what to do, I still felt like I hadn't done anything wrong because her suggestions were what I felt I was already doing. I guess I will work on being consistent, because some days we get busy and he misses his solids sometimes. Anyway...

Mason continues to roll everywhere. It's how he gets around. I have been working on getting him into crawling position just so he can get a feel for it. He sits up on his own pretty well, still gets tipsy and will fall over sometimes. But he has been using his legs a little bit, so I expect we might be hopefully seeing some army crawling sometime soon.

One huge development for Mason is he has a tooth! It just popped through three days ago. You can barely see it, but you can certainly feel it. It's exciting! My baby is getting so big!

A few weeks ago I had a friend take some pictures of Mason for me. They turned out really great! I am excited to get them printed out.








Thursday, June 5, 2014

One year ago

 
Today I am reflecting back to this day a year ago. A year ago I learned something that would change my life forever. It was the day I found out my baby has Spina Bifida.  Looking back I remember Malone and I were completely heartbroken and scared. We felt so helpless.  I blamed myself for his condition. I had never felt so devastated.  I had a very vague idea of what to expect with my son's condition. I had so many fears for our future.
 
If only I could have had a glimpse of what my life would be like now, a year later. Our lives have been so blessed by this child. He is so beautiful and perfect just the way he is. Malone and I are so in love with him. He is developing and growing pretty much like any other kid would be. I am so thankful for him and the sweet spirit he is in our home. He is such a good baby and is always happy. We love him so much!
 
I have learned so many lessons this past year that I can't even begin to explain. I think the biggest lesson I have learned is trusting in my Heavenly Father and having faith that he has a plan for me. Though our journey has not been easy, we have been tremendously blessed.